Hi i think 2008 has been a great year. I've strengthened relationship with my friends, became more concerned of others, less self-centred and became more appreciative of people and the world, in general. i've given more love to others and have received more love than ever before. <3
i think i've became less petty and self-absorbed. i've became more open and forgiving, i've learnt to let go. i've learnt that looks are not everything, friends are everything. i think i've been less superficial and collected. i'm loving myself more.
for 2009, i really want to be closer to God and get away from negative influences. i want to try my best in committing less sins as possible and do more good deeds to be enlightened. i want to be fearless, i don't want to regret anything that i do. i want to give my all, i want to shower as much love as i can to my loved ones. i want to be open to everything but be restrained at some point by being aware of not crossing the line. i don't want to be scared of anything, i don't want to be worried by every little fear. i don't want to feel uncomfortable and worried. i want to break free. i want to do it even though my heart is scared and is resisting.(good things, challenges, obstacles)
i want to be myself. i don't want to be shy to strangers. i want to make the first move, i want to say HI first. i want a man! i want to be have a hot bod. i want to be carefree. i want to be friendly and more sociable. i want to learn more jokes. i want to have more guts. i want to mince my words. i don't want to hurt/offend people. i want to be in good terms with everyone. i want to be less bitchy. i want to be nicer. i want to read more, i want to be smarter.
i just don't want to be afraid or not do things just because i don't feel comfortable. i want to break the boulders within me and challenge myself.
