Delving into the unknown with no common end in sight.

Hi it's been so long i've no idea when was the last i visited here. I've been uninspired lately, like what is there to be inspired right? I've lost my sheer inspiration to string a sentence coherently. I think i've lost a footstep along the way, through the terrain of unchartered territories. It's been an adventure, with a fresh breath of new air and environment.

3 months. 3months have passed. A whole new generation has emerged. It's like a whole new thing altogether, coupled with accents and tinges of familiarity - though they stand out conspicously in subtle forms. It's like how you wake up from a dream that has been haunting you for days, but it's still ultimately a new day. A new beginning. With new hopes and aspirations, dreams and inspirations.

We all have dreams, but how far are we willing to go all out for it?

It's like how we used to run along the thick bushes with the sharp edges of branches and woods pricking our sore feet, but we still sprint ahead without doubt. It's like how we get trampled on by authoritative figures who are just bent to put us down, but we still succumb to their orders anyway. It's like how we tried to climb over the boulder which is impossibly high and hard, but we still want to do it to get to the other side.

But, is that still enough?

It's like walking alongside with the wind, breathing and feeling nothingness. Just being susceptible and vulnerable to the air. Small gushes of wind with butterflies fluttering and birds soaring high. I see a rainbow. Beautifully placed between the faded sun and the cumulonimbus clouds. I breathe in the air as much as i can. It smelt fresh, like your knitted sweater that you put around my shoulders when it was freezing cold. I miss your scent, the lingering aroma that tickled my nose but i still love it all the same.

It felt like yesterday, when we looked at each other in the eyes. That perfect moment.

Sup?

Sometimes in life, you get confused and lost because ironically, there's a wealth of opportunities waiting to be grabbed. But despite such feelings of uncertainty, sometimes you wish you'd done better. What you get is never enough because you can always achieve a notch higher.

Tell me about it, it's just human nature; Mr Greedy's rising up again.

Be contented, because without God's help, you're bound to do worse than what you already achieved.

Be contented, because contentment is a key to happiness.

Be contented, because it gives you a satisfaction that money cannot buy.

Syukur Alhamdulillah.

I thank God for everything, because without His endearing help and blessing, i would never ever dream of such grades.

Allah, thank You.

from the bottom of my heart