Ah. The feelings of regret and melancholy are coursing through my veins, right into sensitive spots of negative emotions.
It's strange how stamped and imprinted words can lose its value and worth in just a matter of seconds. Well, strange is such a loose word in this context. Let's use ... 'pathetic' instead.
I'm woebegone. And crestfallen.
And it really hits you hard when years of affirmation and assurance have come to a naught in a moment of folly. In just one moment of folly, that unlucky number.
Well, i guess in life, things don't always go as planned.