And now, the choice has finally been made. Still muddled with confusion, but relatively more firm and decided. I'm pleased.

Dear Allah, please bless this choice and leave me with no regrets. Make it the best for me, my life and for the people around me. Amin.

God, grant me wisdom.

And now, the Time has arrived. This very crucial moment of which your entire future lies on, the single decision you have to make that can either cripple or grant you The life that you've always wanted.

However, I'm utterly confused.

I can't seem to make a firm and vehement decision right at this point of time, influenced by the desire to be everything i dream to be but am definitely not able to do so.

Ah fuck time is running out.

Circle.

It's like back to square one, all over again. I think sometimes we should just learn the art of relaxing and recuperating with nothing in mind.

And yes, Syukur Alhamdulillah. I GOT INTO MASS COMM YAY YAY YAY. Thank Allah times infinity.

I think there's ALWAYS a blessing in disguise and everything indeed happens for a reason. It's just that when things happen, we tend to be clouded with overwhelming emotions and disregard the big picture. It's like we are enclosed in a cage of irrationality and our mind just refuses to accept the fact that it actually happened, while dismissing any possibility that it can actually turn out positive(in the shadow of time).

We need to learn how to let go. And, look at things with an open perspective encompassed in faith that we are all safe in God's wonderful plans. He knows what's best for us. <3