I realise that i've not moved on, despite vehement proclamations that i already did. The scar etched deep within is just too... overwhelming (for the lack of a better word).
I don't know what's becoming of me. I've become too self-conscious of my status which made me harder to accept my circumstance. Maybe, i've evolved to become an elitist. Something that i'm definitely not proud of :(
I'm tired of all these games. I need a break, far away from here.
