Look far ahead.

Our time here is too short to start worrying about small, little mistakes and expectations to meet. Let's look on what we have, and not wallow in self-pity over things we lack.

Life is so much more than what we make it out to be. It's time to make a difference.

Make the best out of it.

A few days ago, i woke up and thought hard about my future plans. Is Communication Studies really the one for me? Suddenly i felt that i may not do that well and ended up wasting my time. People (everyone whom i asked, in fact) tell me that i will excel cos i'm more inclined to such subjects. But damn, the whole issue of it being very competitive scares the inner shit out of me.

Despite all that, i'm thankful to God for blessing me with an awesome opportunity. I'll just have to take the risks and overcome my fears.

Cheers.

Where's your sense of individuality?

I get sick and tired of people conforming to the same acts that are happening prevalently around us. It's as though those actions are 'accepted' or even deemed as 'cool' just because people are doing it.

I want to get out of that community. I don't want to be just another person who is moulded into the whole scene.

Like guys dumping girls and treating it like it's an everyday affair. Teenagers who smoke or even pick up drugs. Couples having sex and making it seem as it is 'necessary' and is a 'natural' act of intimacy in relationships. Vulgarities. Late nights. Alcohols. Booze. Superficialities. "I'm better than you cos i'm smart, hot and rich".

I want to be different.

Get out, right now.

I've been really melodramatic these days and my mind has been shrouded with thoughts of negativity and pessimism.

This must stop.

And i cannot get it how some people can become sooooooo fake and act like it's all normal and good, as though things are meant to be naturally superficial and plastic (what an irony).

URGH DISGUSTING PEOPLE.