:(

Yknow?

Sometimes i really wish i'm better in so many ways. Then, i wouldn't have this sinking inferiority complex which really puts me down.

I mutter prayers under my breath which goes along the lines of, "Please God. Let me be hotter, smarter, richer with an awesome body and personality" so many times. Too many times, in fact. I feel like going bonkers.

I need a higher self-esteem. I wanna feel good about myself. I don't want gorgeous people to spoil my day. I want to accept the fact that there is ALWAYS someone better than me and i have really come to terms with my insecurities, flaws and shortcomings. I want to look into the mirror and be happy. I want to feel good.

I want to love myself.