Ho ho ho third entry for the night! It's a saturday night and i'm at home so it's rare but i'm loving it baby. In fact, i have a birthday party right at this moment but i feel too lazy to get out. And besides i got a terrible hangover on new year's eve. What the hell is go home at SIX AM and slept all the way till 10 PM. I am fantabulous :)
I want to post up an entry about sex HA but i shall do a thorough one next time when i'm less knackered. BUT ANYWAY I AM DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF.
You have no idea how many times i've had guys asking me for sex and one night stands and how i ALWAYS vehemently say no. And mind you, they are damn hot and totally my type!(think along the lines of masculines features and muscular body ttmttmttm) The best was this gym instructor whose body is like Mr Manhunt ttmttmttmttm and we talked for an hour on the phone cos he totally tried to convince me and shit but all the while i was like NO NO NO, in a nice way of course heh :) They keep coming but i always shoo them away cos i am strong and powerful hahahah.
I really really hope i will NEVER ever give in and succumb to such irresistible temptations. Please pray for me. Appreciate it truckloads.
I just don't see myself having sex with a random perfect stranger although his physical appearance is stellar, everything that i want in a guy. It's just not right morally. There are SO many guys out there who are into fun and i'm sorry i am not into that kthxbye. To me, sex is an intimate act shared by two souls who are passionately in love with each other. It's something deep and true, not just a touch and go kinda thing man. I don't want to be pricked by a guilty conscience and degrade my moral compass.
I deserve more than that. :)
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