A flip.

HELLO i have not been updating for long like damn freaking long :(

Life has been..... pretty okay. You know its like i don't really feel like blogging cos i feel that it doesn't exactly serve its purpose anymore. I have awesome friends, whom i can easily talk to regarding issues from the deep recesses of my heart. And besides, they respond so it's not like as though i am talking to a wall(like this blog) so i feel assured INSTANTLY.

THANK GOD FOR AWESOME FRIENDS SERIOUSLY. I am trying my hardest to reciprocate and be the best friend they can have as well :)

On a sidenote, i guess i am not lucky. But fuck i am not gonna say that anymore. I am never gonna say how FML some situations in my life are. I believe we all have choices, and we ALWAYS have a choice to get out of that rut or wallow in self-pity. It's all up to us, and i am determined to change my life for the better!! I definitely need God's help, together with the angels in my life(like my awesome bestfriends you know who you are)

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Don't know why we all hang onto something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that something rather than nothing. But the truth is to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

For now, i am just gonna let go. I shall STOP expecting too much and pressurize myself unnecessarily. :)

THINGS WILL GET BETTER. I KNOW THEY WILL ,<3