HELLO

I'm confused.

I really don't know why people do things that seem really weird, illogical or unreasonable even. I just don't get it. It's like, okay. I want to be rational and think deeply about it but i can't seem to exactly decipher the intended meaning. I don't want to ask because i don't see the need to. And so, i assume. I read before that assuming is one of the root causes of disagreements/quarrels/fights. Okay, so i don't assume. I will look at the bigger picture. But, no. I don't see any light or hope in that.

So, what do you want me to do?

I was seething in anger, wrapped in wrath and embroiled in negative emotions. Then, i thought things out and recalled some positive information from the self-help book i've been reading. I've learnt and applied. :)

Firstly, what's the point of being angry? I should let go and move on.

Secondly, if i let this emotions indulge my life, i will literally spend time thinking about it and hence, i will be all pissed off and emotional. IN WHAT WAY WOULD I BENEFIT? I am wasting my time and energy, which could actually be utilised for better reasons. So, i shall not waste my time being angry. :)

Thirdly, i should ENJOY LIFE AND BE HAPPY YAYPEDOOOOO.

HAHAHAHAHA omg i miss/love ethan like crazy! LIKE SOME INTENSE MAD OBSESSION HAHAHAH LUB <3<3<3