I AM NOT STUPID.

I don't know why but i'm still feeling the remnants of the past. I WANT TO LET GO but all i can think of now is to update my facebook's status with emotional words and phrases but no i am so not succumbing to that because i am strong and powerful.

I do not like what i am doing right now because it is definitely not reflecting my utmost potential and capability. In fact, it has transformed me into a sloth with a lackadaisical attitude and i'm fucking sure my officers realise that. I think they still like me because i'm not ugly and they know i have the brains plus i have an imba social networking skills hurhurhur. If i'm like ugly, unfriendly and stupid i would have probably been charged or something. HAHAHAHAH but i'm damn serious!

I really can't wait for school. My brain cells have not been productive and i fear their death. I need to do something, like something just something which uses any of my brain cells. I need to feel that i am capable. NS has rendered me useless, fyi. I am definitely not useless. I need to be ASSURED that i am not stupid. I CANNOT WAIT FOR SCHOOL OMG.

I'm tired of being useless. Oh God please land me a job or anything close to that which ALLOWS me to use my brains. Maybe i should do some intensive reading. Maybe i should just stop ranting and get out of this place.

Kthxbye.