I have disappeared from this space because i have somewhat lost the motivation to start writing and indulge myself in the whole emotional chapter of life. Because if you've realised, i normally write when i'm feeling down. And, it's not that i've not been feeling blue which may explain my disappearance, but ..... i don't know. I don't seem to find so much pleasure in writing anymore.
People tell me i have a knack for writing. I used to love writing. And spam poems even. But.... Okay, maybe i will slowly pick up the habit again.
I have been going through a lot personally. I feel that i'm slowly losing the zest and enthusiasm in things. I am beginning to be more cynical and negative of people. I know i needed help. Reading self-help books have done a great deal, but i have a long way to go. I got to be strong and fight this battle within.
It is as though i am just walking on solid ground without having any goals. I don't fight for things that i want. I give up easily. I let the situations control me. I lose control. I don't take control. I relinquish. I don't really care. I'm weak.
I have so many things in my mind and it's all jumbled up so i can't really think. I shall sleep.
Have a great weekend.
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