Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Affirmations dont work all the time.

told myself that it's okay to make mistakes. cos i'm only human, and i'm far from perfect. what matters most is to pick myself up, even though it's hard and the gravity is ripping me apart. because that is the yardstick to define a loser from a winner. and i'm definitely the latter.

told myself that it's okay to fail expectations set by others, because i'm only human and i'm far from perfect. it's inevitable that i'll disappoint, but it's not okay that i keep on failing others. i need to be better, and this is a pressing need because i feel like i'm a loser.

told myself that i need some love within me for myself. because it's tiring living in an alternate reality where you want to be someone you're not, every single time. 'i want to be this, or that, and yes that way, or that particular way' - just anything and everything else apart from myself. because it's just so hard living in my own skin. but i'm only human and i'm far from perfect.

told myself so many times that i'm only human and i'm far from perfect but i've never believed those words.

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