it's so hard to read these days when i can't differentiate myself from the narrator. i get all mentally and emotionally exhausted after reading a few pages. have not yet learn to separate the feelings i feel for the characters from myself. i take on the heaviness and the downsides too often so much so that i begin to mutter prayers which goes along the lines of 'oh God pls don't let me be that' too many times.
i'm tired.
maybe i should start reading brainless books and become brainless as well.
(these marks are here to stay so just let them get out of my fucking head thanks)
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