It's time.

i was reading a blog post about this girl who hazily plunged herself into depression, and how she lost so much along the way. now, this phase of life(JC period) has come and gone, but with this, so much opportunities have been wasted. her potential(which is something of a stellar standard) was not maximized. in life, you'll lose some, but you'll also gain some. now, she has recovered from her mental illness.

after reading it, i teared.

i felt so much for that post because i could relate to it(if you know me well, you know what i meant). it helped that this girl writes so well, her description of even simple and trivial events would develop into something so deep and beautiful. i aspire to write like that.

for now, i'm not gonna waste my chances anymore. i want to try. even if i failed, at least i tried. i'll never know if i didn't try. i'm gonna make things work, because i've been floating for too long. it's time to make a change.