am trying really hard to sleep but my body clock is mega screwed up. all the parties and sleepovers have caused me insomnia. now, i can only peacefully sleep at 4 freaking AM. even if i tried my damnest to sleep earlier, i'll toss and turn in bed repeatedly, eventually sleeping a few hours later. fuck this shit seriously
and it's this time of the day when i feel really nostalgic and reminiscent. i miss certain people....... and and yeah that's about it. plus, i need to stop running away from problems just because i think it's tough to handle. come on, i CAN do this. nothing's too tough to handle(it's all in the mind, it's all in the mind)
i need to quickly embrace change and not get stuck in a rat hole for long. i'd be only digging my own grave..
and i should stop caring about temporal things because they are Simply Not Worth it. why bother wasting time on them, when i could better channel my energy and effort into something which is more tangible, rewarding and beneficial. so, fuck superficialities and let's empower practicality.
who's in?
i already am.
No comments:
Post a Comment