now, i'm scared. you want me to let my guards down? wouldn't that mean you have the power to destroy me?
and if i let you in- what if you hold a knife and aim it right at my heart, and slash it mercilessly cos you're done with me?
but your words.... they ring at my ears, and touched me at the small, deluded corners within. i'm trying to run away, but i don't ever wanna leave. you held me back, but. i'm scared. i don't have the guts to do this(again). i just don't dare. i'm scared.
did i just say i'm scared?
but i love you. oh fuck did i just say i love you?
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