feel the love

i thank God for making me fall in love with the English Language since young. this interest has been nurtured and enhanced every single day, and it's such a gift because it makes me feel better. writing is cathartic; it releases my inner soul.

i feel exposed and free when i write. it's as though nothing else exists and it's only me and my hands and the laptop and my mind reliving such memories. in moments of extreme emotions, penning(or typing) down my thoughts seem to be the only remedy.

i woke up feeling fresh and eager for a new day. it's been long since i truly felt this way. i left the house with a big smile plastered on my face. i felt good. i went to work and told myself that today will be better than yesterday. i shall not bother about unnecessary thoughts that are lingering in my mind. look bitch, i'm in control. get out you whore

i felt the happiness radiating from my smile. my boss told me that the OIC said i have a very warm smile. when i smile, all the queries will be solved - that's her exact quote. that brightened up my day. :)

everyday is a learning journey, and for this phase of life, i'm on a quest to love myself more. a good friend tell me that i deserve to be happy, simply because i'm loved. i have many friends who love me for who i am, even with my flaws and shortcomings. thinking about it, he's right. i am blessed. i should count my blessings. i have wonderful people in my life who truly love and care for me.

and that is good enough. such love is justified to tell me that i'm good enough. and that means i should love myself for who i am. because such love comes from people who REALLY matter, and that in itself is something magical