NO.
i refuse to think; i don't want to open up that gateway of thoughts which are running amok all over the place. i don't ever want to leave it bare for you to stamp your prints on them. get out, get out - leave this place. don't trespass the boundary. get out
i don't want to know how to feel anymore cos my depth of emotions have been too extreme. it's so ~tiring~. it's on the abyss of destruction, even the slightest ray of hope can't be seen to shed some light(at the very least). i want to break open my chest, take out my bloody heart and chuck it aside for people to fiddle and smash them into little insignificant pieces. they were never treasured in the first place, anyway. there's no worth in it. it's -nothing-.
i shall numb myself. being numb is the way to go
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