it's pretty appalling and downright -scary- how my mind works.
i'm so used to be in denial and structuring my mind in a particular warped way that it permeates easily through all situations of varying contexts.
for example, if the situation is something as of A, but my mind is used to accept it as B, it would AUTOMATICALLY be converted to B without any shadow of doubt. and my mind refuses to accept it as A, even though the symptoms and signs are blatantly skewed towards it.
sounds like i'm so used to be wrapped up in my world of ideals and perfection and i refuse to accept any flaws(or changes for that matter) into my life. am probably too sheltered in my cocoon of 'comfort zones' and i just can't seem to get out of it.
THIS FREAKS ME OUT.
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