What's within.

i got a job! the pay may not exactly be awesome, but i guess it's about the experience. i shall just take whatever that comes along my way, and not expect too much out of it :) i shall enjoy myself!


God is fair. realised that whenever something bad happened before, be rest assured that you'll be blessed with something joyful thereafter.

it rained initially, then it got really hot after that. i was perspiring all the time and it was unglam. i screwed up the first interview, i was a nerve-wreck, was half an hour late and my answers were retarded. after that, i was told that i had to rush to another place for another interview. i had to be there in fifteen minutes. THAT WAS INTENSE. the weather was crazy, i knew i definitely couldn't make it in time, i walked SOO much already and my legs were killing me. i wanted to just give up and grab a drink at Starbucks or something. but, something in me persisted. i didn't know what it was. i reached the place 15 minutes late and thankfully, the interview has not started. the interviewer was really nice, but the session was really intense. i was pretty nervous but thank God, i maintained my composure and delivered. i wasn't as nervous as i thought, and i was actually confident. i felt good about it, but i didnt' want to expect alot because i know the competition was pretty stiff. left it all to Him, at least i've tried anyway. a few hours later, i got a phonecall telling me that i got the job! hail the Almighty :)


another testimony to point out. i would always cut my hair at this particular shopping centre, the lady is good. my brother recommended me. even though she is awesome, somehow or rather, i wouldn't be TOTALLY satisfied after a haircut. i would be a bit disappointed, because she didn't exactly live up to my expectations. but i would still go again, because i wanted to give her a chance(or chances, rather). there was this particular time when i went without any cash. i wanted to withdraw the money at that shopping centre. after walking for 20 minutes there from my place, under the sweltering heat of the sun, imagine the agony and frustration when i found out that the ONLY ATM machine in that place was faulty. the only thing i could do(it didn't cross my mind at all that i can pay via nets in her salon; i'm such a blonde sometimes) was to go over to bpp just to withdraw some cash. i didn't have any choice. i did just that, but of course while cursing and swearing five million words per minute. it was SO hot, and everyone knew the sun is not exactly my bestfriend. i hated the whole experience. it was just very disastrous. i went back to the salon, told her what i want, and finally got a haircut. this time round, i was FULLY satisfied! i loved it, and it was exactly what i wanted.


see, if things don't go your way, don't give up! endure, especially if you think it's worth it. persevere and carry on. with His help(definitely), you'll be rewarded. it will be MUCH sweeter since you've gone through so much heh.